Anxiety

It feels like a bullet going through my brain,

quick, accurate, cold as death.

Damn anxiety that restrains our mind

from thinking straight.

It all goes black and the only thing you notice

is the buzzing of your heart pumping blood through your body.

Where are the stars and why can't I see them?

Or am I really looking to the sky?

What we tend to take for granted

always seem to vanish in the blink of an eye.

Soldiers

No disappointment in life

should misled my hope.

The world is a battlefield

and we are the soldiers.

Soldiers of love,

Soldiers of misfortune.

Once we give in to commodity,

the light goes out forever.

We fight, not with guns or knives,

but words and actions.

For what else is there for man

to remember through time

but the words of the wise living in our minds.

Mad House

All these voices keep on asking

in a desperate tone:

What are you doing?

Where are you going?

Lost in space,

own my own time and pace,

where the voices of the people

are only soft whispers in the wind.

There I live,

trapped like a madman

in a mad house.

Why should the rain pour

over this undone soul,

and better yet,

must I ride away?

Embrace the fear,

forgive the pain,

ignore the world and dance

through the ages

as a naked soul.

Dance through the ages

in a madman's bones!

Golden Sacrifice

Our dreams of

golden sacrifice

shall sing about

our misfortune.

Tyrans will remember

our glory days

as if it were written

on their skulls...

The hand of elders

reaching out for hope

cries out into the shadows,

the enemy shows no mercy.

And there,

where the darkest moment arrives,

the heroes will rise, against all odds,

to prove that light strikes over shadow.

Inception

The thought crosses my mind,

boiling-hot red blood rising up through my vains.

An idea that entertains humanity,

but is it really there were we should go?

It makes me wonder,

and like a poet, I loose myself.

My mind travels searching for that answer.

Instantly, enlightenment appears, its ours to grab.

Dont let it slip through your life.

Black-Hearted Ace

I wanna see the road.

Im standing at the line.

The train is about to leave,

should Ill leave it all behind?

Goodbye misfortune,

you sure have been kind.

Its my time to dance,

forget the pain, slide

into a black hearted ace.

I have yet to remember

the path that I have come,

as soon it may re-enter,

destiny lies to us all.

We are nothing but misled

into violence and war,

the media that denies,

fairy tales out of lies.

Embodied in a prison,

attached to time itself.

How can we not see

truth for what it really is.

Our own mind hides the infinite from us!

Silent Star

There is no silent star tonight,

the sky screams my name.

All the voices might

call the end of the game.

I hurry up and reach it

but there is just no way.

Making haste to find

the golden gate.

Is there treasure at the end of the rainbow?

How much more lies can we endure?

Guilt and harm following through,

blinding light turning obscure.

The moment is now.

Its time to act.

Win or loose,

a deadly fact!

The silent star has speak again,

all the wishes that might remain,

turn my vision south,

but my body north.

My mind keeps breaking up!

Bright lights

Are you looking closely?

Are you really paying attention?

There is so much we could learn

if we but only searched for redemption.

The sound is soothing

and the lights are bright.

All appears to be in slow motion,

reassuring notion,

God never fails,

but why do we fail him?

Makes me wonder.

...

The glow surrounds me,

bright lights blind me

but still, i'm able to see.

Such a delight

on this beautiful night,

now i'm truly aware.

True Value

Can I find another time to run?

Im so tired of not being home.

All these things keeping me down,

a nightmare, hunting me round.

No escape pod for me,

the moment of truth has arrived.

No place for hesitation,

true value and revelation,

wise power for the nation.

Make it go away.

Take the memories and drown them.

Travel so far away,

no objective is the same,

a dead end.

Funny how all the fingers point at you,

its easy to blame when you are the one pulling the trigger.

Hypocrite friend tearing us down,

so sad being so close.

Will I ever learn?

true value is hard to find,

better keep in mind,

freedom is one of a kind.

Reality Check

Too much to handle,

your porcelain hands tremble.

Euphoric, yet calm,

your smile forever lies asleep.

No momentary pleasure,

no secret to uncover,

just the sweet smell

of the waves swell.

Another night remain

for us to feast on lies.

Will you be free tonight?

Will you see the light?

Break down the glass

and step into reality.

The world is a hard jungle,

lesson learned...

Make no mistake.

Sea of Men

People come and go
like tides and ocean waves,
never stopping, never ending.
The pace is but so fast.

Strange people echo
in the ceiling.
All the whispering...
So much feeling being breathed.

One of a million,
thousands of billions,
we are not alone.
This has just begun.

The sea of life
flows everyday,
the circle must complete.
No time to waste!
The never-ending pace
of millions making haste.

Lights

I keep on seeing

all the lights

and how the shine.

How everything

just falls apart.

I been waiting

on disguise

for all this time

Watching you,

hiding in the dark.

I keep on looking

to the sky,

and all the stars.

How the lights

flash through my eyes.

I have to leave it

all behind,

and don't look back.

Is this goodbye?

Maybe its time to part.

Rhytm

Beats, drums,

rhytm at your feet.

Hit those toms

and dance all week.

Let music guide you

beyond oblivion and limbo,

forget the world

and dance away.

Beats, drums,

rhytm at your door

Its time to sing,

blues or soul,

music forever.

Beats, drums,

rhytm at your brain,

forget the pain,

and dance in rain... (Never forget!)

Hard Goodbye

Ripped away,

a life to stay.

Leave all behind,

you have to let go.

A hard goodbye

feels like a bleeding heart,

faces covered in tears,

sleep away your fears.

The truth you'll find

waiting for wisdom has arrived.

Open pandoras box,

same old self-doom.

No more greetings,

its time to part.

Life and feelings,

the souless warp.

I have to let go,

wont you say no?

Flawless

Dont underestimate

the independent.

Your future depends on it,

flawless and unforgiving,

time wont give you another chance.

Search for truth,

a quest since youth

until judgement wears off.

My condolences to sympathy.

Pull the trigger

if you dare.

No time for a bad romance,

its time to break down the wall.

Flawless, endless,

sweet and tangled,

souless mistress

lies that blind you.

Leave unattended

all that calls you.

Awake your inner self,

time to escape the crystal prison.

Dreams

Evaluating

a life overrating

seeking for answers.

Mothers, fathers,

Guilt is heavy

and fearthless. Endless.

Much to come

much to loose.

Welcome Home,

young boy airborne.

Meet your tune.

Scream if you want,

wont do you any good.

No one is listening in this war.

Its not that far,

world of bizarre,

leave me be.

Deadly ghost

rest at ease,

no more host

for this mad disease.

Violence must stop.

Now and for all time,

like a twist of lime,

blind folded dime,

reach for the sky

and fill your pockets with dreams.

Dreams to remember.

War

Mankind is at war.

Since the beginning,

the story is always

the same.

How can we be

so stubborn?

Neglect life,

embrace hate.

Peace is the only

way out.

Will we ever see

that which lies

in front of us?

Ambition.

Power.

Land.

Money.

Our human kryptonite,

the spirit fight.

How much more blood

needs to be spilled?

The end is near

and there is nothing

stopping it!

We call this ourselves.

Evolution,

good or bad?

Fate?

Faith?

Our only weapons.

The future is calling

but its not coming.

We must break free,

stop the war, start living.

Make Love

not war!

Our choice?

Always has been.

Survival

A travelers find,

such a lesson for life.

Hitchhikers guide,

a journeyman's wife.

Instinct,

human intelligence.

The road to suppuration,

evolution of a nation.

Survival,

spirit renewal.

Constant imagination

appealing no restriction.

Between the sky

and the road,

the moon shows the way.

No tomorrow, just today!

Broken Mirror

A broken mirror

for a shallow soul.

It's time for us

to tear the wall.

A sweat of blood

to ease the night.

No remorse,

no need to fight.

A blank mind,

passive for ideals

struggling to overcome

what destiny reveals.

Rest assure,

enlightenment will come.

When the time is right,

all will be shown.

Stop

No Adrenaline frenzy!

Enough blood has been

spilled.

A cross out for

the wicked.

A shutdown

of cricked,

stumbling men.

Last breath,

stunning gun.

Impatient soldier

under the burning sun.

Lay your down your fear

and stop this war.

No more innocent victims

for a mind so far.

Put down your weapon

and strip away hate.

Put a stop on the war,

that's your fate!

Vanity

Vanity,

fatal foe.

Humanity's

last hope for retribution.

A false skin

for the wicked.

A strange mask

that hides truth.

Beauty ain't a job.

It's not something external.

No such thing as cover girl.

With photoshop,

there's no such thing as freedom.

Magazine junkie,

fashion addict,

things are not as they appear.

No complaints for a thought thief,

no remorse for self belief.

Beauty comes free?

(Laugh)

That is a first!

Vanity, cursed are thee.

Ego

You call this a gift?

How much poison

is left inside of you?

Payback is a bitch!

Haven't you heard?

Greed blinds you.

Keeps your pace

small and insignificant.

You better run!

Tremble before it

for you are no one.

A small shadow

for a white King.

Let your mind

roam free,

more room for me.

Embrace hope,

Let your ego vanish!

Love is Fair

What will it be?

Will you come with me,

Leave all behind

and never look back?

Will you step up

and move on,

to heaven and beyond,

or would you deny

your fate?

youth?

Love?

Would you die for love?

Open your eyes.

See the sky,

breathe spring air,

Love is fair.

What will it be?

Would you come with me?

Love is fair and unprepared.

It has come for me,

has it come for you?

The Gate

The gate is closed.

No road ahead.

Set your destination

to ghost town.

Trampled under air,

a breathe of despair,

deep and fair.

No time to waste!

The golden bridge

for kings and queens

lies at your feet.

Your chance to meet

your destiny,

Fate.

Time to wake up!

Destiny Revealed

A beautiful lie,

that is what it seems.

Let an idea die

for another one to grow.

An old dream

that comes true.

A broken team

loosing steam,

What can it do?

It seems strange,

all the sudden change

making us exchange

our dream for another one's

dream.

Destiny revealed,

no mystery approached.

Just the darkest...

Strangest...

Feeling!

Sulfur steaming.

The black approaches.

With it,

a proposition

of the biggest conditions.

Must I give myself away?

(Scream)

Not in a million years.

Destiny revealed,

no pact sealed.

Must send all away.

Ill find myself

at the end.

Shine On!

Thunder Struck again,

Low tide ride of bad luck.

Oh What a claim,

Such a drive for a madman.

A thought lost

on a forsaken dream.

Last hope for a mind

packed in lies.

Electronic saviors

gaining secrets.

Wild endeavors

of endless regret.

Its time to shine

you golden dime.

Rise above and

Shine on!

Let Me Out

And I wonder why

I still don't cry.

I wonder why.

I wonder why

I cant let you inside.

I wonder why.

The night falls in,

the sun goes out,

im starting to fade away.

Im asking you,

Can I get through?

Im just starting to bend myself

to you!

Come let me out

or take me in,

im broken and fading away.

Can you help me

see the way,

no time to waste,

make haste,

im bending myself to you.

Come let me out

or take me in,

im broken and faded away.

LET ME OUT

Stranger For Today

Close your eyes,

its time to go far away.

Stay tonight,

its my time to say.

Im a stranger

in a strange way,

no soul to loose today.

Can you help me break away?

I dont want to stay away.

Im gonna scream my pain away.

There is a stranger for today.

Im letting all out.

Im gonna let you out!

Im a stranger

in this way,

a stranger of insane.

Im a stranger for today.

Can you help me break away?

STRANGER FOR TODAY

Ghost, Angel!

I dont want to fall,

a damn cycle ive seen before.

You fall to rise again,

failure not an option,

it wont prevail.

Scars and tattoos

yet remain...

Unquestionable mind,

filled with kind.

No room for strangers,

a life of dangers.

Im a ghost,

a soul not lost,

living in a daydream.

You are just an angel,

my own inspiration.

Thirst for life,

damn stabbing knife.

To love is the best medicine.

No cure for a broken heart.

Escape

Time to escape,

there is no truth to learn.

Just a strange feeling

and a magik sight seeing.

The cluthes at far,

the lord of war,

away from space,

death in face.

Ready to invade?

Absolution lies in trade.

Shut your fear away,

a real heaven stairway.

Escape it all,

plain overal.

Simple and just,

Escape, a must!

Faces, Paces, Sound!

Strangeness

has many faces,

lifting up the paces

of the beats and sounds.

Unlearned truth,

wasted youth,

joined by the faces

of the beats and sounds.

Remember the way,

no gold in trade,

no place to earn

the beats and sounds.

Just raw songs,

sounds and bongs.

The way to face

and mark the pace.

The king thats found,

on beats,

or sounds.

Souless

I look.

I see.

I wonder.

I answer.

Enigma,

questionable event.

A simple answer,

God sent.

Searching,

learning,

lurking reality.

Still I wonder

this spell that i'm under.

Last chance, last reminder!

Strange vision

for a naked soul.

Oh wondering friend,

Oh magical emend.

Please wake up!

Zen

Close your eyes.

Blank mind.

Enlightenment

has arrived.

Teach with no words,

the best lesson learned.

The true medicine

for a shallow soul.

A troubled mind

no more!

Victory at last

on intelectual war.

Flowing like water,

Unstoppable, unbeatable.

No grip, no sour,

knowledge now desirable.

To be one

with the whole,

the last lesson

ever learned.

Sweet Surrender

Sweet surrender
to a swirling romance.
Take my hand,
dont let go.

For we are gonna
dance the night away,
take a deep breathe
and make my heart stay.

I have come
many times before
but now i know
its you that i came for.

Lets fade
to the stars and space.
No time to escape,
we are forever to remain.

Strangers in a daydream.
Open up to all the wonders.
Not to fear the cold air,
you and I, thats all i care.

Sorry

Nice weather in the air,

spring is nice once again.

A filled soul,

no remorse.

Liberty at its best shot.

Who can compare,

happiness over ambition,

for one is greater,

true religion.

Orange coaster

of a spring madness.

Claim your eyes

from the atonement.

Nothing is forever,

it never shall.

Remember me wise folk,

as I hang through the wall.

Spare me,

dear father.

Help me,

kind mother.

I don't meant to,

and never wanted to

ever fade away.

Wizard Alibi

Hurry, hurry now!

He is coming.

Along the empty desserts,

the road to mordor is long.

Will you help us carry on?

Stranger in middle earth,

tangled in the deep.

He is coming.

Wizard alibi,

fog cloud foe,

misty mountain,

on my toe.

Spinal cracker

on my mind.

Don't ever let

him to find.

Early victory,

Ring to find!

A strange calling

in the wind.

War ain't Gold

A king claims

his soldier,

a man's life

over the frontier.

War and bills,

a destined heritage.

Oh poor boy,

Doomed from the start.

To rule you must not feel.

To gain power you must kneel.

A life from a sword,

corruption from a crown.

What is the price of freedom?

Slavery and predestined doom

from a leader with no plot.

It's all silver

turning to ash.

A poor mans wish,

to turn it all to gold.

Still,

it remains silver.

Still,

it won't ever turn to gold.

Preface

1.

A mind to swallow,

a mirror of shadow.

A perfect score

to ease the sore.

A sculpting man claims

a life of righteousness.

The weak lamb aims

to break on through.

No color, no desire,

no thought of revenge.

Ambiguity, dogma,

no stream of faith.

Who are you?

Why are we here?

are we alone

or are we unreal?

Truth, lies,

more lies.

Should we not know?

2.

Why am I afraid?

Is all not said?

Perception,

foe or friend?

Wondering I answer

all i need to know.

To learn, to earn.

Ignorance is bliss.

Hesitation.

Blank Paper.

No apparent thought.

White snow,

clear sky,

step deep

into my mind.

It's time

to escape it

all!

Never come back!

Silence is Gold

Beauty is simple.

Silence is gold.

Blue or green,

black or bold.

Anxious for the uprising,

waiting to arouse.

Quiet wondering,

simplicity, my muse.

Tom-o-rrow

Our human nature hides in shadow.

Constant masks to tell the tale.

No strings to follow,

No value to keep on sail.

The ship has gone away.

Far from reality,

far from complaints.

This is no night for saints.

Are you qualified?

Are you good enough?

Are you conscious?

Are you aware? Are you truly aware?

There is no space for weakness,

there is no room for mistakes.

Keep on betting to higher the stakes,

a simple wish for us to make.

Sympathy is overwhelming,

death is certain,

life is a mystery box

waiting to be opened, never to be closed.

Is this who I really am?

Is this what I have to do?

Our life seems stubborn,

and yet, so full.

A daydream for the mind,

heart and soul to bind.

Am I under a mask?

I now know what to do,

currently conspicious,

Following my path.

I have to end my task.

For life is unpredictable.

The end may be soon,

for tomorrow ill be gone.

Despair

A strange man walks afraid.

His breath and sin do not invade.

Emptiness covers his eye,

a poor soul lost in time.

I do not see. I do not feel.

Everything around me feels numb.

How can it be said the joker?

A small deed for a small token.

Walking down the path

between light and shadow.

A place where men grow weary and hollow

and the souls become narrow.

Live, love, die.

The cycle repeats over again.

Quite unexpectedly it remain.

Is it truly aware?

A poor mans choice,

a weak child voice.

A quiet shadow,

a silent despair.

No mojo risin,

no display in nature.

Just the quiet,

quiet sound of adventure.